❤︎₊⊹ em (relapse era) | edtwt⊹₊❤︎

20 • bmi: fat • failed at recovery too many times yet still somehow for it • fresh outta ip 🏥• edtwt

[❤︎₊⊹ em (relapse era) | edtwt⊹₊❤︎ @halfway2home]

new intro!

hey #edtwt my name is em!
currently inpatient and dying inside

• 20
• an-r & bpd
• cw: idk fat - hw: 145 ish lbs - lw/gw: 94 lbs
• 168cm / 5’6
• i will be married in 6 months, i love the outdoors, i am christian, & reality tv keeps me sane

♡ / ↻ for moots!

[❤︎₊⊹ em (relapse era) | edtwt⊹₊❤︎ @halfway2home]

hey guys, just letting everyone know that i am going to be leaving twitter for a while. it honestly just doesn’t align with my morals to be here anymore; im feeling okay mentally and want to nurture that and my relationship with God. i love you all and wish you all the best. 🤍

[❤︎₊⊹ em (relapse era) | edtwt⊹₊❤︎ @halfway2home]

i must have big bones cause everyone irl seems to swear i look 110-115 but in reality im pushing 130 💀

[❤︎₊⊹ em (relapse era) | edtwt⊹₊❤︎ @halfway2home]

my bridal shower is tomorrow. freaking out

[❤︎₊⊹ em (relapse era) | edtwt⊹₊❤︎ @halfway2home]

@returnofsage used to be an INFJ, now I’m ISFJ

[❤︎₊⊹ em (relapse era) | edtwt⊹₊❤︎ @halfway2home]

successfully omaded today which is nice cause I think I stayed under 800 cals and burnt 800

[❤︎₊⊹ em (relapse era) | edtwt⊹₊❤︎ @halfway2home]

@wiredrabbit444 yessss!!

[❤︎₊⊹ em (relapse era) | edtwt⊹₊❤︎ @halfway2home]

new intro!

hey #edtwt my name is em!
currently inpatient and dying inside

• 20
• an-r & bpd
• cw: idk fat - hw: 145 ish lbs - lw/gw: 94 lbs
• 168cm / 5’6
• i will be married in 6 months, i love the outdoors, i am christian, & reality tv keeps me sane

♡ / ↻ for moots!

[❤︎₊⊹ em (relapse era) | edtwt⊹₊❤︎ @halfway2home]

anyone who says i look painfully thin is straight up lying. im bmi 20.5 😃

[❤︎₊⊹ em (relapse era) | edtwt⊹₊❤︎ @halfway2home]

todays goal: omad supper w my friends. my period has been giving me the appetite of a 300 lbs 7 ft NBA star lately and it just has to change

[❤︎₊⊹ em (relapse era) | edtwt⊹₊❤︎ @halfway2home]

binge? no. zig zag diet

[❤︎₊⊹ em (relapse era) | edtwt⊹₊❤︎ @halfway2home]

binged again so i might as well kms

[❤︎₊⊹ em (relapse era) | edtwt⊹₊❤︎ @halfway2home]

@amphetamineana once a week for me is best for my mental health tbh, and if I start weighing daily I get way too emotional

[⋆⭒˚.⋆Ali ⋆⭒˚.⋆ @caffeineismylov]

Too real

[j @bingerestrict]

real shit

[kam 🪷 @bamkammi]

day 354683 of asking for more moots and friends on here

[❤︎₊⊹ em (relapse era) | edtwt⊹₊❤︎ @halfway2home]

water is actually making such a huge difference for me with restricting. i used to be terrified of it, but now that I’m drinking it I’m able to restrict so much easier. but water weight on the scale sucks but i just have to think about the long run!

[❤︎₊⊹ em (relapse era) | edtwt⊹₊❤︎ @halfway2home]

@ghostdoll0 so sweet thank u 🫶🏻

[❤︎₊⊹ em (relapse era) | edtwt⊹₊❤︎ @halfway2home]

really debating deleting my account on here. not that i am going to try to recover right now but it just isn’t aligning with values and who i want to be. really not sure guys