halie schaap

huxley’s momma |

[halie schaap @halieschaap]

@asheliz21 😂😂😂🤗🤗

[halie schaap @halieschaap]

@asheliz21 🥰💖

[halie schaap @halieschaap]

there have been many times I’ve questioned if Huxley would make it to his first Christmas. We are home, his echo yesterday showed his heart function has improved.. nothing but good news. PRAISE the Lord. 🙌🏽😭🙏🏽

[Brittany Dawn @itsbrittanydawn]

to the girl needing this tonight: God sees those tears and He feels every single heartbreak you’ve faced. I know it’s dark. I know all hope seems to be lost. but God does His greatest work in the most unlikely circumstances. cling to Him a little tighter.

[halie schaap @halieschaap]

I’m so sick of being strong. 😔

[halie schaap @halieschaap]

God blessed me with the strongest boy. So proud to be the momma of my little heart warrior. ❤️🥰

[halie schaap @halieschaap]

five days.. of not seeing those baby blues. no snuggles.. no smiles. wow this sucks. 💔😭

[halie schaap @halieschaap]

Please, send a prayer for my sweet Huxley. 💙🙏🏽

[halie schaap @halieschaap]

my heart is torn. feeling every possible emotion at once. In three days my sweet boy goes back on bypass for his medical team to work on his special heart. I’ve said it once, I’ll say it again.. CHD sucks. 😭

[halie schaap @halieschaap]

been tellin Wyatt for MONTHS that he can’t let Huxley “air out” diaper-less on the couch. well tonight it happened. Huxley had a shitnami all over and I got to watch Wyatt panic trying to get his diaper on. told ya so! 🤷🏽‍♀️😂🤢

[halie schaap @halieschaap]

when my heart is overwhelmed, lead me to a rock higher than i 🙏🏽

[halie schaap @halieschaap]

@mandajo1 miss you both SO much! 🥰

[halie schaap @halieschaap]

I miss my family & friends so much. 😣😭

[halie schaap @halieschaap]

Trusting in God’s plan.. because lately there so many things hard to understand 😣

[Pastor West @Pastor__West]

God is going to soothe Your every hurt, heal every wound, and wipe away every tear.

[halie schaap @halieschaap]

it’s so upsetting having to tell family & friends we aren’t able to see them to protect our child.. gah i’m just ready for this pandemic to go away. 😭

[halie schaap @halieschaap]

* Pastor comes over to visit *
After he leaves... Wyatt - “ I did so good, I only said shit once” 😆

[halie schaap @halieschaap]

oh i needed this.. you might too. 🤍

[halie schaap @halieschaap]

I’m having a real hard time seeing the good lately.. 😭😞

[halie schaap @halieschaap]

this is the part where i tell you i’m fine but i’m lying