literally fuck my life why do i have to be this way and why are people the way they are why is anything the way it is why cant i just be myself and not feel like shit
i need a flip phone so i can get off this damn thing and actually live my life. i get so caught up in other people to where its just upsetting me or making me feel bad when it shouldnt be like that
its just like a creative platform atp to me. i see stuff i like or that makes me happy and i save it and sometimes i vent and then i close the app and dont think about it for a while. same w pinterest, i see things i like and that give me inspo and i save and then close it
my roommate keeps flipping between oh im pissed at you and oh its fine im glad youre safe because i hydroplaned in his car. i dont know what the fuck to do it was an accident. its making me so fucking exhausted because what the fuck am i supposed to say or do when hes doing that
15 min break save me.. if only i had enough money for a drink </3 working right next to starbucks plus having a vending machine that sells energy drinks in the break room is lowk torture