𝓛𝓸𝓵𝓪 🌸

| 𝓛𝓸𝓵𝓪 🌸 | 30 | queer | Vegan | edtwt/mhtwt | DNI fatphobes or minors | cptsd | possible DID | weight is irrelevant |

[𝓛𝓸𝓵𝓪 🌸 @haloperidolhun]

Absolutely off my nut on pillllllls

[𝓛𝓸𝓵𝓪 🌸 @haloperidolhun]

Does anyone know the legacies regarding informal patients and leave? Like legally I’m allowed to leave whenever I want but they’re not letting me #mentalhealth #informalpatient #advocacy #inpatient #mentalhealthact

[𝓛𝓸𝓵𝓪 🌸 @haloperidolhun]

Just got naked again and now the girls on the ward are chanting free the nip while the staff chase me 💀

[𝓛𝓸𝓵𝓪 🌸 @haloperidolhun]

I think they’re letting me out on leave on own! Finally time to finish this once and for all.

[𝓛𝓸𝓵𝓪 🌸 @haloperidolhun]

Nakey in the garden heheh

[𝓛𝓸𝓵𝓪 🌸 @haloperidolhun]

I’m on a behaviour plan in here so if I sh at all I get sent home. Thing is I dissociate and have meltdowns where I can’t control what I’m doing. Should I complain? Like in those moments I have no control and they’re literally punishing me

[𝓛𝓸𝓵𝓪 🌸 @haloperidolhun]

Time to get naked again, it’s what they want. So they can see me for who I truly am, so I can be closer to them

[𝓛𝓸𝓵𝓪 🌸 @haloperidolhun]

Got caught, apparently it’s inappropriate to be naked

[𝓛𝓸𝓵𝓪 🌸 @haloperidolhun]

Lying naked in the garden, man this feels good

[𝓛𝓸𝓵𝓪 🌸 @haloperidolhun]

Just been given, lorazepam, promethazine and zolpidem. Man do I feel gooooookmd

[𝓛𝓸𝓵𝓪 🌸 @haloperidolhun]

Literally of my fave on benzos and promethazine lovin life rn

[𝓛𝓸𝓵𝓪 🌸 @haloperidolhun]

Just got in a physical fight with a bitch for using the N word

[taz @mishtidoyo]

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[𝓛𝓸𝓵𝓪 🌸 @haloperidolhun]

Does anyone know how I can explain to my psych that I don’t think a two week admission is going to help? I don’t want to sound like I want to be in hospital bc I don’t. But whilst I’m here we might as well change my meds and get me stabilised. Not just kick me out regardless.

[𝓛𝓸𝓵𝓪 🌸 @haloperidolhun]

Just been given lorazepam and promethazine and going to the sensory room in a minute to hopefully calm me down

[𝓛𝓸𝓵𝓪 🌸 @haloperidolhun]

Tomorrow is the day, as soon as they let me out I’m GONE. Done with this, I need to be dead.

[𝓛𝓸𝓵𝓪 🌸 @haloperidolhun]

They’ve said they want to get me assessed for autism and adhd as it’s really obvious. LOL I thought I masked well

[Lammy @Lammyisback]

late diagnosed AuDHD girlie
canon events

• First diagnosed with just depression/anxiety/bpd
• Dropping out of college/ changing your major
• Eating and/or substance use disorder
• That one tv show/movie/ band obsession
• Tattoos/piercings/frequent
hair changes
• That one friend breakup
• The pet that saved your life

[𝓛𝓸𝓵𝓪 🌸 @haloperidolhun]

Agitated as fuck, the sign says informal patients can leave any time so I asked to go out and they said no. So I kicked off and threatened to call police for criminal damage ffs

[𝓛𝓸𝓵𝓪 🌸 @haloperidolhun]

They’re looking into a depot for my antipsychotic boo 💀