concerned hamster

i am concerned

[concerned hamster @hamster2364]

woke up with. giant scratch on my face

[concerned hamster @hamster2364]

#wutheringwaves #echoesofthestars

[concerned hamster @hamster2364]

i’m sorry.

[concerned hamster @hamster2364]

@ninajirachi come to san diego!

[concerned hamster @hamster2364]

i want to feel someone’s embrace

[concerned hamster @hamster2364]

i want to give someone my affection and my care and my attention

[concerned hamster @hamster2364]

i just want to be in love again

[concerned hamster @hamster2364]

i’m gonna be alone for a awhile

[concerned hamster @hamster2364]

i love how busy it is at work because it distracts me from everything else

[concerned hamster @hamster2364]

i need validation to function i need people to know i exist and that they care about me and how much i mean to them

[concerned hamster @hamster2364]

i’ve spent my whole life chasing affection and attention from others and have only ever felt validated when other people give me attention

[concerned hamster @hamster2364]

eating makes me disgusted rn i hate to feeling of having food in my system

[concerned hamster @hamster2364]

i’ve been starving myself just so i can feel something

[concerned hamster @hamster2364]

i’m not good enough i’m never good enough

[concerned hamster @hamster2364]

i’m 2 immature because it must just be me

[concerned hamster @hamster2364]

this feeling hurts so bad i just want to be free from it

[concerned hamster @hamster2364]

i just can’t believe i did that

[concerned hamster @hamster2364]

please seriously i’m so sorry

[concerned hamster @hamster2364]

i’m sorry

[concerned hamster @hamster2364]

are we cool?