Might delete twitter π Iβll keep the account but I barely use it as is and now thereβs somet else called threads and I cor keep up lol. Follow me on that if you want to :@han.bea_ (link is also on my insta) #Threads
Listening to music with @MyRemains outside in the warmth with a lil tipple to ease the nerves about going back to work tomorrowβ¦ Iβm not sure how Iβm feeling ππ
Altho itβs crap when I feel lonely and disconnected from friends etc - the ones who have been around recently are a blessing, even some new friends Iβve picked up along the way. Without that support and the support from my better half, Iβd be fucked mate ahahahaha
Do kids love my energy or somet? Cause every time Iβm out with them; they always gravitate towards me πππππ just been speaking to my friends niece about the moon and crystals - sheβs only 3 π₯Ή
Been signed off for a further 3 weeks from work π Suggest things to do please, self care related. Iβve already been off for two weeks but wanna do things for myself rather than others like I have been. Feeling slightly lonely and dissociated today π
@millgracebarn Thankyou angel and thankfully yes. Somewhere I used to work bank shifts whilst at Uni. Much more support there! Just waiting for all my checks to go through π€ Hope youβre keeping okay x x
Having a fag outside and listening to the rain is very therapeutic when youβve not had much sleep and keep pottering around when itβs only 7:30am π Had a bad day yesterday at work and realised Iβm gonna have to have some time out from itβ¦. (1/3)
& now theyβre gonna lose me. Feel a little relieved Iβm getting a break to get myself back to feeling myself however Iβm not gonna let this happen again. I do need to get back to standing up for myself etc but when youβre an #NQN , In the NHS right now, Itβs hard π« #NHS#RMN
I donβt want to, I love the job itself but unfortunately where I work is currently breaking me down more and more and I donβt feel supported/respected. Luckily, I have a job offer and will be moving soon where Iβll be appreciated more. Mental health SUCKS but people do too..(2/3)