yup mode

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layered paint, cracked walls, when someone else is responsible it's landlord special.... when i do it, it's drawing on the domicile, david ireland, living in practice

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painting the hallway will fix me

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inner turmoil is such a drag, body tired mind fuzzy etc

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breakup energy feeling like a whip this week, it felt calm but really it was coiled, waiting for me to see some object or memory

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i really struggled to redo a room with me as the primary audience/user

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with the bedroom resurfaced the apt to home transition is almost complete

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be sure to eat a sandwich with a non dominant hand once a week stay grounded

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when i'm at a loose point, looking for steadiness i find my self seeking 'truth' and 'solutions'. i think that search in some part is avoidance of feeling and sitting in the looseness

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sitting on the throne i'm usually overcome by the porcelain precipice under me. the slurp of the u-bend, the massive amount of teamwork below me. an honor to contribute

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amapiano till i wake up properly

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pulled cracked plaster off my bedroom window this evening, there was some cracked paint and rotted wood under, prob 100 years old. so i added my own fresh plaster layer on top

repairing a rental can't do as much as i'd like, but being one of the many to be here is nice

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forced myself to stay in bed and look out the window until vessel mode came down upon me

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i'll wait months or years to fill and paint wall holes i've made from hanging things. i like the look of them, reminders of how i wanted things to be at some point

eventually, ill patch them up but it feels like losing a friend

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healposting

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went vessel mode earlier

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you need to go vessel mode -____-

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been in prophet mode all week exhausted

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when i got guests over i don’t say my little poems out loud

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todays vessel is tall