Iqbal Ramadhan, anak yg tak diakui oleh Moerdiono (mensekneg era soeharto), yg tahun lalu sempat ditangkap dan kena pukul aparat, kini ikut serta dalam tim penasehat hukum yg berhasil membela Delpedro dkk hingga bebas
hope.
aku orgnya suka bgt belajar hal baru, recently baru aja belajar bikin game di roblox (yg bulan ini rilis!!) padahal kl dblg aku orgnya lumayan males, terus kayaknya bukan sesuatu yg bs support karir aku (field aku bkn di game developer soalnya)
where does that comes from? mimpi & harapan aja, kaya ih kalo game nya sukses dimainin sm banyak org, dimainin bang windah, dimainin streamer2 gg pasti senengggg banget, terus dikomen "W DEVELOPERRRR" i imagining things that would least likely will happen.
but thats the art. that hope gives me dedication like no others. eventhough nantinya its just stand there and people will barely played it, i still feel joy, im proud of myself. then search for another things to gave me another "hope"
sama kaya pas aku ngelamar kerja awal2 lulus. ngelamar tiap hari 50-100 lowongan (yes i prefer quantity over qualities, my mistakes back then) tp sembari aku apply, aku selalu ngehalu gt anjir kalo bisa beli rumah sendiri beli mobil sendiri ngelunasin utang gg juga ya, bagi2 makanan kaya aku juragan beras dan bisa beli makan sesuka aku, ngeliat org lain seneng krn aku. hope itu yg bikin semangatnya ga putus2, even gaada jawaban, i woke up everyday motivated by that hope.
minusnya kalo emg bener2 lg di state depresi, ones cant even dared to dream, led me to s word till 2 times. but thats ok! while i learned it the hard way, remember this: u just need to find another dream and live in your fantasy while you're doing things. and eventually it would get better.