It’s such a specific pre-awakening experience but one ive seen older lesbians talk about. Forcing yourself to indulge in heterosexuality and read het-intimate things to study it so that you don’t feel left out & so that you can “know what to do” when it’s time. It never helps.
It’s something you have to study because it doesn’t come naturally. And it doesn’t feel good or affirming like you’d hope it would. It feels horrible and makes you feel gross and defective. It’s sometimes more traumatizing than just accepting being lesbian
Ngl both Alex and Doris personality differences are captured really well here. On their faces. With this animation I’m really going for the subtle body expressions and mannerisms to characterize them
The issue is I am just greatly struggling to replicate this
Rounder snout, shorter lashes and stranger smile on da left looks much more fitting methinks. Trying to work out how I want to draw his face more but this hits the mark
she wrote the code for apollo 11 back when PROGRAMMING DIDNT EXIST!! she literally invented modern software engineering on the fly for this!!
AND that software was so well written it saved the lives of all the astronauts during a landing failure, literally winning the space race
I'm very affectionate toward Alex and Diana.... like i want to stuff them into a sock, soak them in milk for a couple hours, take them out of it and then swing them around against the concrete like i'm trying to unclog a vape or something
@ItsLb_Again It's the other way around for me, having to dialogue and format Every single bowtie page like This before drawing it!!! Last page for example!!!! It's for the sake of organization and efficiency but uuuuuuuuuUUUUUUgh 170+ of these per chapter...
Rounder snout, shorter lashes and stranger smile on da left looks much more fitting methinks. Trying to work out how I want to draw his face more but this hits the mark
Diana gets mad at Doris, throws empty soup can at him, soup can proceeds to hit the wall and score Diana in the head so hard she just knocks herself out