what about garam, himself? people in story are constantly seeing him as some kind of savior and he has nowhere to lay his head with someone who will truly see him. no one to talk about heejae with. no one to tell that he feels lonely. his loneliness matters too you decrepit bitch
but the professor has had the poor boy trapped in his web since he made him feel special from the first few chapters, will never forget when i saw that moth to a flame motif with them for the first time
garamโs behavior has been coming since londonโฆlike that cult and compton wore him down to nothing and now his bum ass elderly boyfriend canโt say im sorry or i love you and thatโs supposed to be his safe space
i know that he loves garam in his own way but he loves controlling him more. he destroys comptonโs life knowing garam wouldnโt want that. he refuses to do a christmas concert with him. he pesters garam to tell him every detail of convos he has with others to keep tabs on him.
heejaeโs love of control and having a domineering presence over garam makes me want to rip my heart out of my chest and garam just looks like a kicked puppy half the time