yas

edtwt acc, she/her, 24 - minors, shtwt drugtwt DNI !!

[yas @hangrymaxxing]

why are so many figure skaters are here including ME 😭😭😭 the stereotypes are correct it seems

[yas @hangrymaxxing]

i swear the way people treat you changes SO MUCH when youre thin... like the pretty privilege fully went away at bmi 21 (im 23.6 now) and i was getting the most compliments of my life and were being treated the best by everyone at like bmi 18

[yas @hangrymaxxing]

woke up, got on the treadmill, burnt 110 calories, had a 125 cal breakfast and now im gonna tidy and clean and go to the grocery store and then study my ass off for the rest of the day

[yas @hangrymaxxing]

im down 0.7kgs from yesterday 🤨🤨 do i trust my scale

[yas @hangrymaxxing]

i was very thirsty so i had one huge glass of water very fast and now i think the nausea will kill me

[yas @hangrymaxxing]

im sorry but if youre a child in here im just gonna block ://// ive been dealing this since childhood too and social media is what made it inescapable i dont wanna partake in that for someone else

[yas @hangrymaxxing]

@rosesfdoe its so hard and it feels like im doing The Worst Thing Ever 😁😁😁😁😁

[yas @hangrymaxxing]

bf doesnt know im back on my bullshit i feel guiltyyyyyy

[yas @hangrymaxxing]

@jswaittilnxtyr it genuinely makes me feel so bad but i canttttt live in this body like this

[yas @hangrymaxxing]

realistically is it possible to lose like 10 kgs before christmas 😀

[yas @hangrymaxxing]

the way my stomach fat feels and when i sit is the most triggering feeling ever i hope this is a really bad nightmare where i let it get this bad and i will wake up at my lw 🙏🙏

[yas @hangrymaxxing]

#edtwt intro

not new to edtwt, i just wanted to have a fresh start :p
looking for moots!
• yas, 24, she/her
• dni: minors, fatphobes, shtwt drugtwt

♡/↻ for moots

[yas @hangrymaxxing]

but if you think about it i will look hotter if i keep going so its a win for both of us really

[yas @hangrymaxxing]

ate about 650-700 cals, was on the treadmill for 15 minutes which burned around 100 cals, and almost 6k steps in total

not good but its better than eating like a pig and then bedrotting all day i guess

[yas @hangrymaxxing]

one day i wont be begging for everything anymore 🙏🙏🙏🙏 one day

[yas @hangrymaxxing]

@Hvried i got it as a motivation to get to my gw so it would look better just to gain like 6 kgs after it 😬

[yas @hangrymaxxing]

i even got a bellybutton piercing because it looks good on a flat tummy just to gain weight 😁😁😁😁

[yas @hangrymaxxing]

@mvenuz_ hiii !! moots?

[yas @hangrymaxxing]

god i HATE looking so fat next to my bf when HE IS THE REASON I GOT FAT IN THE FIRST PLACE WHY AM I THE ONLY ONE GAINING HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP WEIGHT HERE

[yas @hangrymaxxing]

weighed myself thinking how bad could it be just to find out im the heaviest i have ever been in my life god im never eating again