☆max ☆

[☆max ☆ @hangyodonfiend]

japanese people can be so awful and racist it’s sick i hate it so much

[☆max ☆ @hangyodonfiend]

ok so i’ve realised my previous alcoholism has in fact caused a lot of issues with my memory!!! yay!!!!

[☆max ☆ @hangyodonfiend]

there are like 7 men standing around near where i’m sat studying in the library and they’re all fucking talking so loud and it’s bothering me so much it’s the library can you piss off

[☆max ☆ @hangyodonfiend]

i’ve been talking too much about how excited i am for charli xcx concert on my close friends story and ik it’s annoying so i’m gna start tweeting jt into the void instead

[☆max ☆ @hangyodonfiend]

i feel like my scars are like a branding i have on my body of ‘mentally ill’ and that’s how ill be seen forever

[☆max ☆ @hangyodonfiend]

like my skin will never be smooth or normal looking again it kinda pmo and makes me feel kinda sick

[☆max ☆ @hangyodonfiend]

kinda wish i never chopped my shit up ngl

[☆max ☆ @hangyodonfiend]

also annoying when i have photos w someone im not friends w anymore but i look amazing in those photos like cant post them anymore

[☆max ☆ @hangyodonfiend]

like i don’t miss them anymore but i miss drinking w them they matched me fr

[☆max ☆ @hangyodonfiend]

@purgeprincesso7 @charls5000 bro ur scars look basically exactly like mine it’s kinda freaky omg

[☆max ☆ @hangyodonfiend]

let me get worse pleaaaaase pleaaaase it’s soooo much easier than recovering 😻

[Sena @zimtblatt]

This is my vent art

[☆max ☆ @hangyodonfiend]

guys what the fuck i have a meeting for my essay outline and the guy before me has alr been in there for half an hour i have no idea what im gna talk ab or wanna say i legit dgaf ab this module and id rather die than sit there for an hour and talk ab this essay

[☆max ☆ @hangyodonfiend]

i feel SICK trying to figure out what surprise song charli xcx could play when i see her i just wanna KNOW

[☆max ☆ @hangyodonfiend]

i haven’t cried this much or often in so long it’s actually freaking me out i hate it i hate it i hate it

[☆max ☆ @hangyodonfiend]

that overwhelming guilt and doom feeling 😻

[☆max ☆ @hangyodonfiend]

guilt is actually eating me alive i feel like i can’t do anything

[☆max ☆ @hangyodonfiend]

needing to make lunch and do my work but i’m so unsettled and struggling that i keep standing up and pacing a bit then sitting back down

[☆max ☆ @hangyodonfiend]

the voices

[☆max ☆ @hangyodonfiend]

5 mins into being at pres sober and i want to die already ❤️