Beam ☆ || edtwt

bmi: mistery, idc, im building muscle; ☆彡 eastern europian

[Beam ☆ || edtwt @hangyxdxn]

☆｡⁺˳✧༚ intro.:

//shedtwt , nsfwtwt, drugtwt//

ー　23, bi, poly, he/him
ー　big enjoyer of beastars, yakuza, maid dragon, fnaf, sextrance
ー　gymbro?, junkie alcoholic, gyaruo, furry, punk
ー　dni: minors, fatphobes, n@zis

☆〜strives to be joyous and busy*･°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥

[Beam ☆ || edtwt @hangyxdxn]

not eating is so boring

[Beam ☆ || edtwt @hangyxdxn]

friends came over to watch 50 shades of grey and it was so ass we were just making out

[Beam ☆ || edtwt @hangyxdxn]

should i try to have a hookup tonight

[Beam ☆ || edtwt @hangyxdxn]

brunch or whatever

[Beam ☆ || edtwt @hangyxdxn]

guys im fucked
im restricting again
what the fuck happened
i have the willpower again
?????

[Beam ☆ || edtwt @hangyxdxn]

havent posted but dinner for my babygirl from last week

[Beam ☆ || edtwt @hangyxdxn]

met five friends today :)

[Beam ☆ || edtwt @hangyxdxn]

ugh its so hard to get out of my comfy bed

[Beam ☆ || edtwt @hangyxdxn]

@ratbmi YAAAAY

[•┈••✦ ʀʜᴀʏɴᴇᴅʀᴏᴘ ✦••┈• @Idk____136784]

I'm a fucking genius

[Beam ☆ || edtwt @hangyxdxn]

4pm and all i had is a protein bar but i gotta push through cuz we’re about to do acid

[Beam ☆ || edtwt @hangyxdxn]

im high and left around an open jar of nutella
my self control is crazy

[Beam ☆ || edtwt @hangyxdxn]

smoking the pen and a joint #cyborg

[Beam ☆ || edtwt @hangyxdxn]

my left shoulder fucking hurts now, i wonder why

[Beam ☆ || edtwt @hangyxdxn]

btw yesterday i worked out, carried like 15 of these 30kgs shits and walked 8k steps

[Beam ☆ || edtwt @hangyxdxn]

why am i suddenly so back on track again
does it really take 2 years to get a honeymoon phase

[Beam ☆ || edtwt @hangyxdxn]

had a peach, a protein bar, a sajtos pogácsa and a pulled pork sandwich yesterday, est ~1.6k and walked 17k steps, ~360c
yay

[Beam ☆ || edtwt @hangyxdxn]

fridge but the top shelf is babygirl’s stuff except the cereal station
and cheese heart cause i made a sandwich out

[pinki @secretpuppygirl]

Imo u cannot become morbidly obese without having an eating disorder, so why are we treating them like they chose this ??? Why are we mocking them and rejecting them from society ???? Yes they are extremely unhealthy, SO WHY DO WE NOT WANT TO HELP THEM ??

[Beam ☆ || edtwt @hangyxdxn]

btw yesterday i worked out, carried like 15 of these 30kgs shits and walked 8k steps

[Beam ☆ || edtwt @hangyxdxn]

had to come into work today and im actually chatting fine with coworkers
im proud of myself