I will NEVER put myself in a position to let myself get that low and have so much self hatred for another boy EVER again. And I swear by that. No matter who you are, you deserve the fucking world. Never let any boy tell you different.
God,
Thank you for new beginnings. For a fresh start to conquer what’s ahead of me this week. I pray for your protection & provision. May I find you in the middle of everything I do & feel your peace overwhelm me. I want nothing more than to feel your presence surrounding me.