‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍kjærlighet .ᐣ

‍‍ ‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ *‍‍am ‍‍ i ‍ ‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍𝖈𝘶͟𝘳͟𝘴͟𝘦͟𝘥͟.ᐣ ‍‍ ‍‍🍁 ‍ ‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍

[‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍kjærlighet .ᐣ @hansherlighet]

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you’re 𝒂͟𝒍͟𝒓͟𝒆͟𝒂͟𝒅͟𝒚 dead ,

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[‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍kjærlighet .ᐣ @hansherlighet]

my body is not my own.

[‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍kjærlighet .ᐣ @hansherlighet]

these hands which bury me are the same that cradled me.

[‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍kjærlighet .ᐣ @hansherlighet]

I MISS BEING KIND.

[‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍kjærlighet .ᐣ @hansherlighet]

I WILL SPEAK TO YOU IN THE LANGUAGE YOU UNDERSTAND. 𝒗𝒊𝒐𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆...

[‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍kjærlighet .ᐣ @hansherlighet]

PAIN IS FUEL.

[‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍kjærlighet .ᐣ @hansherlighet]

go on and romanticize the thing stealing my life away. go on. I SAID GO ON.

[‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍kjærlighet .ᐣ @hansherlighet]

I NEVER WANTED TO HURT THEM.

[‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍kjærlighet .ᐣ @hansherlighet]

“ and when i return to them? ” / “ i wish going home meant peace for you. ”

[‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍kjærlighet .ᐣ @hansherlighet]

PLEASE DON’T MAKE ME DO IT AGAIN. 𝑷𝑳𝑬𝑨𝑺𝑬.

[‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍kjærlighet .ᐣ @hansherlighet]

WAITING IN THE WINGS FOR THE GHOST OF YOU.

[‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍kjærlighet .ᐣ @hansherlighet]

thoughts of you consume me , swallow me whole. do you know what damage you have done?

[‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍kjærlighet .ᐣ @hansherlighet]

i […] enjoy you , against my better judgement. i will pretend it will last , if you let me.

[‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍kjærlighet .ᐣ @hansherlighet]

IT’S THE PARASITE EVE.

[‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍kjærlighet .ᐣ @hansherlighet]

AND I WILL KEEP SWINGING , AND FIGHTING , AND 𝑩͟𝑳͟𝑬͟𝑬͟𝑫͟𝑰͟𝑵͟𝑮.

[‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍kjærlighet .ᐣ @hansherlighet]

my patience grows thinner every single 𝒇͟𝒖͟𝒄͟𝒌͟𝒊͟𝒏͟𝒈 day.

[‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍kjærlighet .ᐣ @hansherlighet]

i miss when you were sweet.

[‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍kjærlighet .ᐣ @hansherlighet]

RAGE BECOMES ME.

[‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍kjærlighet .ᐣ @hansherlighet]

you tame dragons. but like a small lizard , you hide beneath this rock of pride. i will lift it and teach shame.

[‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍kjærlighet .ᐣ @hansherlighet]

i forgive you. i forgive you for making my bones ache , my skin scarred , my body burn. i will never forgive you for never saying sorry.

[‍‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍kjærlighet .ᐣ @hansherlighet]

you are a sad man. you think grief is apology enough for what you did to me?