lol i fucking hate family gatherings i come downstairs and first thing i hear is my mum and my aunt talking abt me weight “oh she looks like she got skinnier so pretty” like is my fucking weight the only thing about me that is worth discussing are you fucking kidding me right now
fucking hell i hate myself my grandma handmade noodles and walked upstairs to my room to ask if i wanted some and i just had to say no i’m not hungry and she sounded so sad when she replied and went back downstairs I FUCKING HATE THIS DISORDER GODDAMN IT WHY CAN’T BE NORMAL