i tried to distract myself. but every distraction will eventually get boring if you do it too much. i don’t know what’s wrong with me. i don’t know how things will fix themselves. and i really hope that my brain shuts down, so i stop thinking forever..
fml and fuck everyone.
hi future me.
i started to do better lately life has been kind to me.. but tbh i never really felt good or better, that bitter taste behind my throat never really left. i still feel angry and anxious sometimes like something is wrong. i feel like that ill never recover fully…