🦋🧵 harbingerofbeth

#HGGA 🎮 she/they. neurodivergent 18+ affiliate streamer. cozy, horror, rpgs, and more. doom metal🤘🏻mental health 💜 [email protected]

[🦋🧵 harbingerofbeth @harbingerofbeth]

I'm sorry friends, I can't hang with this platform anymore. Find me basically anywhere else under the same name. I'll leave this installed a few days for dms if you want more info about how to stay in touch.

[🦋🧵 harbingerofbeth @harbingerofbeth]

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[🦋🧵 harbingerofbeth @harbingerofbeth]

As I mentioned previously I'm gonna delete this app in a day or two. Gonna put my linktree in the comments if anyone wants to find me somewhere else. Much love!

[🦋🧵 harbingerofbeth @harbingerofbeth]

I've only slept for four hours and I'm wide awake. Why am I like this 😅

[🦋🧵 harbingerofbeth @harbingerofbeth]

I got brave today and asked the store owner if he would meet with me so I could talk to him about being a business owner, and he said yes!

[🦋🧵 harbingerofbeth @harbingerofbeth]

I got a little twitch payout today after not being active for months. Thank y'all for hanging in there and believing in me. It's not expected but it's extremely helpful and encouraging 🥹🖤

[🦋🧵 harbingerofbeth @harbingerofbeth]

Ok, but what if I aimed for TWO tattoos this year? (I have one booked later this month.)

[🦋🧵 harbingerofbeth @harbingerofbeth]

I made a list of my primary goals/focuses like twitch, work, college, etc earlier. I want to start setting up blocks of time to work on each of them and make progress. But holy hell have as many projects as I have is daunting.

[🦋🧵 harbingerofbeth @harbingerofbeth]

If you want a good laugh, imagine me brushing my teeth last night: squirting my toothpaste and wondering why the consistency was weird. 15 seconds later I'm like why does my toothpaste taste weird. I keep going for ANOTHER 15 secs before I realize I used face moisturizer.

[🦋🧵 harbingerofbeth @harbingerofbeth]

So i said I would stream 1x a week but I think it'll actually be 2x - one gaming and one co-working stream. And I'll do my makeup at the front of the gaming stream.

[🦋🧵 harbingerofbeth @harbingerofbeth]

I love it when i have ideas for my projects. Sometimes I stagnate so I turn to studying for inspiration and rest. But getting ideas is amazing. I also like the concept of writing down ideas good or bad every day to cultivate idea creation, I want to start doing that again.

[🦋🧵 harbingerofbeth @harbingerofbeth]

I'm so, so excited to return to streaming next week. It's going to be tough but I'm going to do my best to propritize streaming at least 1x/week after. I don't know if I'll make a set schedule or just try random days to see what works at first, but we're gonna make it work!

[🦋🧵 harbingerofbeth @harbingerofbeth]

Hey friends! Regarding the Marvel Rivals community games on my birthday stream, that will be Tuesday the 18th. Probably starting around 1 or 2 mst depending on how long the first game runs. Sorry for any confusion my vaguely worded tweet caused, still hope to see you there!

[🦋🧵 harbingerofbeth @harbingerofbeth]

Good news! I got approved for two more shifts each week! It should help me a lot financially. And I'm excited to get to spend more time at the shop.

[🦋🧵 harbingerofbeth @harbingerofbeth]

I just want to put it out there that established community members will be welcome to play Marvel Rivals with me during the middle portion of my stream Tuesday! I won't be very good but it'll be fun!

[🦋🧵 harbingerofbeth @harbingerofbeth]

I'm so excited! I needed more downtime while my pain flare was really bad, but it really hurt my pocketbook 😅 I let my boss know i was open to more hours and it sounds like I'll get some.

[🦋🧵 harbingerofbeth @harbingerofbeth]

Just a reminder: 12+ hour birthday twitch stream on Tues Feb 18! And my first stream back in a while! I'm going to be doing some small giveaways and playing games with other streamers and the community, including Mario Kart in the evening. You know where to find me! Details soon!

[🦋🧵 harbingerofbeth @harbingerofbeth]

Ahhh executive dysfunction plagues my existence lol. I guess step one is taking my morning meds, and we'll see what I can do after that.

[🦋🧵 harbingerofbeth @harbingerofbeth]

Thinking about lot about college, this morning. I'm looking forward to it, but I feel a lot of anxiety surrounding my ability to handle a full time course load, which I'll be expected to take on after a semester or two. I think I can do it again, it's just nerve-wracking.

[🦋🧵 harbingerofbeth @harbingerofbeth]

I've been sleeping on Marvel's What If series, but no longer! Just finished up the first season!