Now that I am older and what has happened to Liam, I keep reflecting to these days like god we had so much fun. This was the perfect little escape teenage me needed. I’m so thankful for it.
march 2015 you hide in the restrooms at school to read one direction’s statements about zayn leaving the band, november 2024 you hide in the restrooms at work bc you’ve just seen pictures of 4/5 of one direction at one of them’s funerals. just how fast the night changes I guess
zayn’s regret in the statement, louis losing a close brother & harry ending the statement with harry and not h.
oh i don’t think i can take anymore
those 5 years that one direction was together, felt like the longest 5 years of my life. the excitement of getting home and logging in just to see what they were up to, the back to back events they were at that always provided new content, it just.. was so much fun as a fan
the worst part is none of my friends or family will understand the grief I'm going through, they will never get how much this has affected me because he's just a celebrity right? no, he was so much more for me