this week three white-haired characters yearning for their black-haired husbands devastated me (guess what their husbands have in common lol) #satosugu#fyolai#shiguang#jjk#bsd#lcs2e12
Reposting with subtitles!!!! 😭✨ I'm so excited for this.
I wonder when we'll finally get to watch the whole thing... I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!! AAAAA SUCH A TEASE!! 😩🦋🌸✨
ʲᵘˢᵗᶦⁿ ʸᵃᵖ ᶦⁿᶜᵒᵐᶦⁿᵍ ˢᵒʳʳʸ
justin’s ending was close to what I envisioned: the realization that he spent everything chasing a ghost. that’s why ems being his last thought instead of marcus felt so satisfying to me. when stripped of delusion, he cared about his people.
but i didn’t want him to die.
dying alone, unnoticed is tragic. and in a way, he deserved that. but it’s also an escape. he doesn’t have to sit with the aftermath. he doesn’t have to look at the wreckage he caused.
death was the easy way out.
i wanted him to live through it. i wanted him to suffer and feel the full weight of what he did. how he burned every bridge with the people who loved him just to construct one for a man who didn’t know him, and likely never would have crossed it even if he did.
he convinced himself that making the people important to him hate him was an act of protection. that if they despised him, they’d be safe.
his “sacrifice” wasn’t noble, it was self-inflicted martyrdom wrapped in obsession. yet, death lets him die believing he was selfless.
living would’ve stripped that illusion away. and I wanted that discomfort for him :3
(i hate him and i love him)
📖: wait, guys, should we all have matching titles?
🎣: what’s up with leoporte and wanting to match bro, like? someone match with him! he wants to be matched!
📖: wtf
🌃: *cough* clawma- clawmark *cough* gosh, so cold nowadays
❔: damn. yeah i never switch, is all im saying