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Y/N, hello...๐ฅบ
Have you been doing well? ใ
Lately, I feel like Iโve only been talking about heavy and serious things with Czennies, so honestly, my heart hasnโt been at ease, and I feel a bit sad about it... But since today will probably be my last Bubble for a while... Iโm sending this message with a heavy heart again today..ใ
I never imagined a day like this would come, or that Iโd be saying something like this directly to you, Y/N..ใ Writing this message feels so strangeใ
If Y/N has received even a little bit of strength while receiving my ๐ซง, or if my messages ever gave you a bit of good energy to get through your day, then Iโd be so happy, so relieved, and so thankfulใ . I know I havenโt been able to send ๐ซง super often, but every time I did, I always meant it sincerely, hoping that Y/N would feel encouraged..๐ฅบ You might not know how many times Iโve gained strength from reading your ๐ซง, Y/N. Even these days, when I read your messages, there have been so many moments when I felt comforted and my heart warmed.
This space called ๐ซง has always been fun for me in that sense, and I think I was even happier because you, Y/N, seemed to enjoy it with me. But at the same time, Iโve been really worried and heavy-hearted, thinking that the end of my ๐ซง after today might make you sad or hurt you too much...
But you know this isnโt really the end, right? ใ And you know it doesnโt mean weโll never communicate again, right? As the date for my ๐ซง end got closer, I kept thinking about what kind of message I could leave that would make Y/N feel most reassured and still encouraged until the end. And naturally, I ended up sharing glimpses of my music work with you lately. Iโve been working hard on music here in the U.S. these days, collaborating with different people in different ways, writing songs, and seeking inspiration through various experiences.
Iโll come back soon to Y/N and Czennies with new music and a new side of me. I heard that some Czennies were worried I might be retiring... During this time, I know many of you, including Markfs, have been feeling anxious, and I really want to comfort you and give you strength... Iโll work really hard. But I wonโt just come back after working hard, Iโll truly grow. And Iโll return with music that reflects that growth, music that expresses it in new ways. Y/N, youโve often said you like hearing my stories... so Iโll try to put more of my story into my music. Thatโs why Iโm spending this time thinking deeply about myself, rediscovering who I am, and finding new inspiration to express myself again.
Iโll also prepare new ways to communicate soon. Iโm sorry for making you wait... I made you wait a lot during my solo album too, but this time as well, Iโll make sure to repay you with something even better, worthy of the waitใ . Letโs both spend this time growing, and meet again soonใ
Iโm not saying this like weโll never see each other again, but I really will miss you! Truly. But donโt be too sad or hurt, because this Mark isnโt disappearing anywhere, just wait a little bit. Iโll be back soon.
Thank you so, so, so much for doing ๐ซง with me, for listening to my stories, for always giving me strength, making me smile, sharing fun conversations, and always treating me so kindly.... Weโll meet again soon!
Fighting for today, tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow..๐ฅน
Iโll be sincerely wishing that you sleep well on all the nights when my messages arenโt there๐ฅบ
Once again, thank you so much, and I love you๐โฅ๏ธ
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