imo there's a difference between not wanting to know everything out of ur own volition and wanting to know Everything (not in a way where you're being invasive/ overstepping) but you can't because of the language barrier. even when you know it's up to you only you to overcome it
very long tangent as a hashimo/j-idol fan who don't speak the language. i hope in some way it's relatable or reaches to someone
https://t.co/VSWZYLN2Gj
also i wrote that blog after reading idol, burning by rin usami after oomf recommended me the book, and i've cried so much from relating to FL's feelings over her oshi that i wanted to let it all out too.
also inspired by a rant i wrote a while back https://t.co/17XeZ6HPeg
when u wanna. Support ur favourite idol and get a glimpse of his worldview but what's stopping you is the stupid language barrier. its super frustrating to know that no matter how much i want to know more about hashimo, i can never understand everything fully
iโve also been feeling miserable about myself and my place as a hashimo fan so if my upcoming rants could at least reach to one (1) person then thatโs already good enough to me
itโs not everyday iโll open up about my personal stuff but โโ i actually stopped meds impromptu a few weeks ago and i can finally pin my thoughts down (even if itโs in a form of twt threads)
it was really hard to talk about hashimo or express my feelings out in general
when u wanna. Support ur favourite idol and get a glimpse of his worldview but what's stopping you is the stupid language barrier. its super frustrating to know that no matter how much i want to know more about hashimo, i can never understand everything fully
hashimo is gen so cool because heโs an airhead/slow person portraying a strong reliable perfectionist (?) image ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ itโs so endearing to know that despite the amount of lives changes because of this dude, in the end heโs like us peasants (peasants?)
didnโt he mentioned that there were a lot of lines in tsuiraku that after he finally finished shooting one particular scene he had to hold back his tears ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
hashimo getting occasional dreams of coming to the drama set with none of his lines memorised and then proceeding to cry will never be Not funny to me considering how good of an actor he is ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
man weโve seen hashimo having such a strong/reliable image in b&zai that this is the first time in a long time where hashimoโs true personality is finally revealed ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ HEโS SLOW SLOW. HEโS ENDEARINGLY SLOW. AIRHEAD HASHIMO WELCOME BACK
iโm gonna be so honest when hashimo says that it takes him a short time to memorise a dance it makes me so sad because i thought his forgetfulness is cured (?)
GLAD TO KNOW HEโS THE SAME NO THOUGHTS HEAD EMPTY HASHIMO
hashimo trying to memorise song titles except it gets progressively worse and was crashing out ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ broโs brain was FRIED WDYM YOU GET DREAMS LIKE THAT
stay tuned for tomorrow where iโll be attending oomfโs naniwa danshi watch party (im also not a nanifam) ๐๐๐ just someone whoโs happy to be around
IT WAS GOOODDDD i can see why plave is so well loved by everyone now. they really changed the way i see idol concerts and it feels like a breath of fresh air
thank u to my irloomf ex-classmate close friend best friend yejun fan for inviting me even tho im not a fan #FANDOMSUNITE