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👤: could you tell us a bit about how you've grown, how you've changed and what lessons you've learned from the entertainment world so far? 🐱: if we're talking about my own personal changes, i feel like during the initial stages of starting work, i might not have been fully confident about being in the entertainment industry. but as i kept doing it continuously, i came to feel that this is truly my real profession now– 100%. early on, i used to think that once my first series wrapped up, my duties would be over, and that maybe i'd have to return to my own private world. but in reality, new opportunities kept coming up for me to do continuously, until i finally felt certain that this space is the actual work i am truly responsible for. once i shifted my mindset to this, it made me instantly realize that i had truly started to grow up. being able to work here allows me to take care of my family. i have to execute my responsibilities to the absolute best of my ability, and i find myself constantly discovering new goals within the entertainment industry. i can genuinely tell that i've grown a lot. beyond just having these new goals, i've truly become so much happier with my work 🐱: but at the end of the day, this is the entertainment industry. it really is showbiz. there are many aspects of it that i love, but there are also many things i'm not okay with, though i might not be able to speak about them all. sometimes i get annoyed, sometimes i feel depressed, and sometimes i completely question who i actually am and how i'm supposed to move forward. a lot of times, i can't find the answers to those questions, which leaves me feeling entirely lost in my own thoughts whenever i'm alone. my flaw is that i'm naturally a highly sensitive person to begin with. and because of my own kindness... it might make the people around me, or even outsiders, think they can just treat me however they want. zometimes, everyone else makes all the decisions for me, which leaves me feeling disappointed in myself or feeling quite down. but since i've chosen to stand in this industry, i just have to grit my teeth and keep fighting. i still get lost sometimes– it comes and goes– but ultimately, after letting everything settle in my heart, i always arrive at a single answer: i have to love myself immensely and keep lifting my own spirits up. because at the end of the day, the person who knows the absolute truth of what is real or what isn't real is nobody but myself. therefore, i will always keep pushing forward, no matter what lies ahead 👤: honestly, being a kind person who is highly sensitive and quick to pick up on the emotions of those around you can make you vulnerable to being gaslighted without even realizing it. and sometimes, other people don't even realize they are gaslighting you either 🐱: there was actually a period of time where it got incredibly intense (the gaslighting), to the point where i was questioning myself constantly, and it just dragged me all the way down. but ultimately... it'd exactly like phi (interviewer) said. sometimes those people might not have been aware of it at all, and it wasn’t necessarily out of malice on their part. in the end, it might have just been me overthinking things and feeling too deeply. those actions might have simply been rooted in the mindset they developed growing up. during certain chapters of my life, that made living in this world really difficult for me. but thankfully, i was able to finally pull myself back. this is what i consider to be my greatest lesson learned from the entertainment industry. because i encounter so many different kinds of people, it truly forces me to grow up– yet there will always be vulnerable spots left in my heart for me to confront. let's just say that the hardships of navigating the entertainment world continuously force me to level up. it's exactly like that 😭🫂🩷 #EsquireTHJun26 #hirunkit_