What made this scene so heartbreaking is that Tanrak has always been portrayed as calm, composed and gentle. He rarely loses control of his emotions or raises his voice but here fear broke through all of that. His emotions were all over the place because (1/2)
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“if.. if i break up with him, you’ll forgive me right?” the shaky voice.. the tears.. he doesn’t want that at all :(
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tanrak screaming in the water isn’t just a breakdown. it’s him drowning in the conflict between the love he found & the faith he was raised with. the love he chose makes him feel like he’s betraying everything he prayed for. 💔
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THIS WHOLE SCENES IS KILLING ME ANJING 😭 like wdym Barth gapunya siapa" buat sandaran, dia nelp rumah CUMA buat denger voice mail ibunya 😭 dia tau ga bakal ada yg angkat, DIA TAU, tapi THATS THE ONLY THING HE HAD AT THE MOMENT karena Tanrak lagi 'balik' 😭
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idk about you but this scene is just heartwrecking, so barth called his home phone, knowing no one would answer, just so he could hear the recorded message from his mother back then <\3
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barth repeatedly asking “who else knows?” in that frantic panicked voice. it must’ve triggered the memory of when his father and old school found out abt him 💔
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the cruelest part is that those memories were the first time he'd ever experienced a happiness that was truly his, yet he still chose to burn them because he believed disappointing God was a greater sin than breaking his own heart.
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