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emily charlton’s inner monologue

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@charltonswn been thru hell

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taking back everything i said fuck both andy (appropriate distance) and emily (cigarettes & red hibiscus) like STAY AWAY FROM ME

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i fucking lied i’m so fake i’m so sorry 😭 save me mysteriously nonchalant older emily charlton, SAVE ME.

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@lqvelier after i went through a sickening pit in my stomach like ive become so mental but i loved it sm. i chose that suffering

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they say ai could replace humans but no ai could ever replicate the built-up tension and angst a sachston ao3 writer could come up with

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@lqvelier URE SO GREAT THO, HI ILY

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@lqvelier all of ur fics ruined mine

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i’ll sleep this one out. night oomfs. no “good” cause if it was a good night i wouldn’t have a breakdown on the tl

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i dont have the concept of what’s canon anymore

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no actually dm me

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@patitism OOMF I LOOK LIKE A MESS LIKE I CANT EVEN SMILE FOR A SECOND BC I KNOW ITS COMING AND ITS GONNA HIT ME HARD

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y’all didn't warn me enough. i actually blame all of you for the state i am in right now. it was already doomed from the beginning. DOOMED typed and printed in lucida grande. like how do you move on from this

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#nr: cigarettes & red hibiscus

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@girlonthemarss LATER?! oh my god do you want to k!ll me

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@FOLKLWHOREx might as well throw myself out the window

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#closed

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i hope its happy

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i’ll read chapter two when i wake up later (probably and hopefully not)

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@girlonthemarss “please tell me what you thought” evil writer oomf do i have to. do you want me to go through it again.

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that recommendation letter and em saying she’s proud of her was more heartbreaking than a breakup through text. i said what i said.

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@wensblankett i’m sick to my stomach

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every time that fic gets good for andy and emily, it gets worse for me (i know the future)

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she wished for everything great to happen to emily instead. and she wished she’d be there.