All my music school classmates think its so cool that i'm doing the writing major too and always hype me up when I use "fancy writer words" but they dont know in the past 15 minutes of writing ive 1.
Then, because the problem is so much bigger than you thought, it begins to settle in again, back to what it was doing, because you got so used to the pressure, the pain of it. Only then can you see how bad it really is. That's the point I've hit.