@sebafterhours_ Kiss him again over morning coffee and tea and make him take his medicine and know, know Sebastian Wilders is alive and is in Haven’s heart again.
“Whatever you want, I’ll do it for you, Seb.” They tell him happily. 🌻
[ A visit to the clinic 🌻🎶 w/ @sebafterhours_ ]
Haven’s not dressed up at all. They had tumbled out of bed, kneeing Luke in his gut and then scrambled into whatever they could grab off the chairs before running downstairs.
Driver had asked “what’s the hurry?”
@sebafterhours_ Haven gives Seb the choice even then. They didn’t really need to go home but they didn’t want to overwhelm him so soon.
But if he asked right now, they’d go home with him immediately. Just let him hold them and sleep through the night with him. Cook him breakfast tomorrow.
@sebafterhours_ Haven sighs, kissing Seb back and letting him hold them close, happy, happy so happy to be back in his arms again after so long.
When Seb finally moves away again, mouth red and slick, Haven smiles at him and giggles, arms thrown around his neck.
“I love you, Seb.” 🌻
@sebafterhours_ He pulls back just a bit and before he can move in again, Haven whispers, loud enough for him to hear.
“Keep me, please. Don’t let me leave you again.” They raise a trembling hand up to cradle his face and let him nod, sighing into the kiss he gently asks of them again.
@sebafterhours_ “I want to be yours again, just yours, Sebastian. If you’ll, if you’ll trust me again. Believe in me again.”
They take another shaky step towards his unmoving back.
“Please. I still love you. I’m still in love with you.” Haven finally lets the sob tear out of their mouth. 🌻
@sebafterhours_ The only people Haven will ever beg this way for are the men they love. No one else.
Haven is trembling, standing before Sebastian, staring at his large, broad back, remembering, remembering, feeling.
“I won’t run away again. I’m working on it. I want to stay with you.”
@sebafterhours_ “It was nice seeing you, Seb.” Haven smiles at him, the little perfect smile they put on when they didn’t want to let their true emotions bleed out anymore.
They wanted to kiss him again, hold him tighter but…
“See you.” They start walking away. 🌻
@sebafterhours_ Haven smiles at him again, a little more wistful now.
“Thank you for asking me to come. And be with you here. And accepting my apology too. And for your own apology. It… It means a lot. I meant it when I said you don’t have to take me back either. I…” They trail off.