Rei 🪽

26 ⊹ #edtwt & personal ⊹ i'm working on dying
current stats: (157cm ♡ 45kg ♡ bmi 18.5)

[Rei 🪽 @havenorzn]

🐾 ‧₊˚ ꒰ reva's #edtwt intro ꒱ ‧₊˚ ⚔️

⌒₊˚⠀ she/her ⠀, 2000 * .⠀

cptsd/adhd/ocd/bipolar 1

♡ / ↻ 4 moots .ᐟ 🪽 ‧₊˚

[Rei 🪽 @havenorzn]

my self esteem is completely gone how do i fix this fuck fuck fuck

[Rei 🪽 @havenorzn]

i miss edtwt 2024 i try to go back to this feeling but i will never be tbe same again

[Rei 🪽 @havenorzn]

its hotter and i work all the time
i'm always lonely
i cant do makeup anymore, no energy
i just want to get out of this town already

[Rei 🪽 @havenorzn]

I guess whatever happens beyond this next month and a half is history and I continue to dissociate away but I'm also too self aware and uncomfortable in my body and this situation and environment

[Rei 🪽 @havenorzn]

i only have a month and a half left of work , i only work 3-4 days a week and 8 hour days but my body has become so exhausted over the last few months i've slowed down tremendously and have absolutely no dopamine for moat activities. im not really sure how to fix this.

[Rei 🪽 @havenorzn]

I have this fear of wasting away now in my mid-late 20s than ever before. I don't even know who I am but I know I want to continue to change and grow for better and worse

[dave mustaine of shedtwt @shmustaine]

my life lately

[Rei 🪽 @havenorzn]

I've probably spent over $10k but its been worth it

[Rei 🪽 @havenorzn]

I have gotten over 10 tattoos since October and I'm living my best life

[Rei 🪽 @havenorzn]

I can't wait to be chronically unemployed, in a foreign country, making art for the rest of my days

[Rei 🪽 @havenorzn]

back on my bullshit .......

[xav⋆.˚ @stupidmoid]

glup..,,.,..,