Having HIV

Living with HIV & mental illness. Wanting to share my struggles and successes. #gay #HIV #AIDS #stigma #KeepTalkingMH #fnd #bipolar #bpd #ibs #anxiety 🌈

[Having HIV @havinghiv]

A guy asked me why I can't host (roommates).

When I asked him why he couldn't host he said this (doesn't seem sketchy...)

#grindr #sexlife

[Having HIV @havinghiv]

"Excellent!"

[Bryan Ingram 🎮 @bryaningram93]

bit busy but fine xxx

[Having HIV @havinghiv]

Psychiatrist appts are frustrating. Phone appt for 1:20 pm, at 2:45 I call stating I haven't received a call. I'm told my appt isn't at 1:20, it's anytime after 1:20 pm. Oh okay, I'll just sit around all afternoon waiting, sounds fucking great. #MentalHealthMatters #bipolar

[Having HIV @havinghiv]

After lying in bed for 2 hours, I'm finally going for a walk. I don't know why this is always a struggle, I enjoy walking, I'm always happy I did it. Silly brain.

[Having HIV @havinghiv]

I've really been enjoying "The Happiness Lab" & Mayim Bialik's Breakdown" podcasts.

What mental health podcast's do you listen to?

#Mentalhealth #bipolar

[Having HIV @havinghiv]

@ddlovato & @noahcyrus voices go so well together on "Easy", it's magical! The whole album is amazing! #DemiLovatoDancingWithTheDevil

[Having HIV @havinghiv]

Ah yes, good ol' #Anxiety

[Having HIV @havinghiv]

I was talking to my therapist about how everything feels overwhelming so we decided to start with 1 goal: sleep.

I'm working on getting up at the same time everyday so that I'm properly tired at night to go to bed. No more snooze button! #MentalHealthMatters #bipolar

[Having HIV @havinghiv]

When you're scrolling through twitter and all of a sudden a giant dick pops up on your screen.

[Having HIV @havinghiv]

@JamesConlon_ Hello!

[Having HIV @havinghiv]

@CaraLisette I go for walks, listen to podcast's, coloring books.

[Having HIV @havinghiv]

I miss going to drag shows. I miss seeing local queens and the queens on drag race! One day, one day things will be open again.

[Having HIV @havinghiv]

This came up in my Facebook memories. Still makes me lol

[Shawn of the Bled 🐇✨ #BLM @shawndecker]

#FF @theaidsmemorial 🏆❤️➕
126 away from 10,000. Let’s get them there!

#FollowFriday

[Having HIV @havinghiv]

I realized it's been a month & half since my last therapy appt. I kept meaning to book but then kept putting it off because I felt overwhelmed. I checked & he has 1 appt left for today. How lucky for me. #therapy #mentalhealth

[Having HIV @havinghiv]

@newlypositive Thanks, I appreciate it! That's what I keep reminding myself, is that I am trying. 🙂

[Having HIV @havinghiv]

Dealing with depression, I've been struggling with getting out of bed at the same time each day. That snooze button & I have a complicated relationship. But, I give myself credit, I try every morning to get out of bed at 8 am. At least I'm trying. #bipolar #MentalHealthMatters

[Having HIV @havinghiv]

I've been dealing with bipolar depression for awhile now. I've been trying to go for walks & eat healthy. I wish I could just get over it but realize it takes time and support to get better.

[International Bipolar Foundation @IntlBipolar]

Bipolar Disorder and Depression: Treatment, Support, and More
https://t.co/t3gtZ32IxB

[Having HIV @havinghiv]

This gave me a good laugh!

[Having HIV @havinghiv]

My mental health has been garbage lately but I'm proud of myself. I've been eating healthy and getting out for walks even though it's that last thing I want to be doing. It will get better eventually.

#Mentalhealth #bipolar