Hayden (⚠️🔞)

||| “ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ɪꜱ ꜱᴏ ᴜɴꜰᴀɪʀ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴅ13” ||| ⚠️ TW! d1s0rd3red!! ⚠️ ||| NO MINORS 🔞 ||| 19 ||| they/she ||| this is basically a diary

[Hayden (⚠️🔞) @hayinterrupted]

being fat has taken sm away from me for so long. and i want it all back. i’m taking back the things my w8 stole. it robs me of confidence. it robs me of feeling valid in my restriction/ED. it robs me of my vanity. being fat hides the beauty that i’d only get from losing weight

[Hayden (⚠️🔞) @hayinterrupted]

i hate my mom btw did u guys know i hate my mother because i hate her a lot btw just so you guys know im just letting you know i hate my mom and i also dont like her very much #mommyissues

[𝕿𝖍𝖔𝖙𝖍𝖔 𝕶𝖍𝖚𝖒𝖆𝖑𝖔:) 🇵🇸 @thokozile_za]

The way my body physically reacts to stress is proof that I'm not meant for hardship

[ChronicIllnessHumor @HumorChronic]

Chronic illness is just:
"here's a referral
to get another referral
to get another referral
to get another referral
to get another referral"
until you get medical fatigue

[Hayden (⚠️🔞) @hayinterrupted]

@angelicthreats yeah i realized this recently after seeing mine for like 5 years 😭 now im annoyed with her & i keep pushing our appointments further out LMAO

[sisi @hrt4soob]

How do people havw time to eat and sleep and study and work and clean and shower and do laundry and do homework and go to class and

[:( @mostnormalwoman]

Not only have I wasted several years of my life but I need something incredibly rare and special to happen to make up for it

[🗼’ @kotiro__]

Randomly burst into tears bc everything feels so heavy���

[MJM @MikeJMele]

Those who are suicidal due to mental illness are not happily anticipating death like a kid waiting for Santa. They fear it just like everyone else & don’t want to die. The pain is horrendous. Do you know how badly one must feel to believe that death is a better option than life?

[kay @pandaprincss]

health ocd and anorexia is such a horrific combination i can't stop thinking about what horrible fatal damage i might be doing to my body during all of this

[🪩🎲🍒 @expired_grl]

that’s what twitters for

[Hayden (⚠️🔞) @hayinterrupted]

i can’t

[Hayden (⚠️🔞) @hayinterrupted]

sorry for being tacky and cringe and sad on here. it’ll happen again xoxo

[erys @lxverys]

i hate how badly i want to be understood when half the time i don't even know how to explain what's wrong with me

[𝓝𝓲𝓪 .˚𓏲 @niaghtmares]

Perdón si fallo como novia, como amiga, como familiar o como persona. Lo estoy intentando, todo va horrible, pero lo estoy intentando

[Hayden (⚠️🔞) @hayinterrupted]

THIS

[55 @kamiljr49]

i wanna go home but absolutely nowhere feels like home anymore

[the ACPs biggest hater @Novanamix]

As someone with both autism and adhd, I gotta say autism is much more manageable to figure out how to cope through than adhd. ADHD is a bitch

[vie @chwvie]

i have to kill myself there’s no other way

[҂ ‸ ･､ @dwgraded]

nobody chases after me nobody actually cares noboody is scared to lose me i always am afraid and imm terrified i need constant reassurance that they wont leave and they always end up leaving i am aclojwn i am stupifd

[rie ☆ @aeriehere]

take me to bmi 16 jail everyone seems to be stuck in