being fat has taken sm away from me for so long. and i want it all back. i’m taking back the things my w8 stole. it robs me of confidence. it robs me of feeling valid in my restriction/ED. it robs me of my vanity. being fat hides the beauty that i’d only get from losing weight
i hate my mom btw did u guys know i hate my mother because i hate her a lot btw just so you guys know im just letting you know i hate my mom and i also dont like her very much #mommyissues
Chronic illness is just:
"here's a referral
to get another referral
to get another referral
to get another referral
to get another referral"
until you get medical fatigue
@angelicthreats yeah i realized this recently after seeing mine for like 5 years 😭 now im annoyed with her & i keep pushing our appointments further out LMAO
Those who are suicidal due to mental illness are not happily anticipating death like a kid waiting for Santa. They fear it just like everyone else & don’t want to die. The pain is horrendous. Do you know how badly one must feel to believe that death is a better option than life?
health ocd and anorexia is such a horrific combination i can't stop thinking about what horrible fatal damage i might be doing to my body during all of this
nobody chases after me nobody actually cares noboody is scared to lose me i always am afraid and imm terrified i need constant reassurance that they wont leave and they always end up leaving i am aclojwn i am stupifd