hazel ⋆｡˚ ☁︎

25y/o | cw : 65,4 | gw1: 59 | ugw : 40 | dni non-edtwt | i fb | fr/eng | ✝

[hazel ⋆｡˚ ☁︎ @hazelpixie_]

@ljlovesChrist To me it's motivating at first but when i don't actually reach the milestones in time it's so disappointing and depressing lol
I was also never able to reach the right amount of cals every day and it made me feel really awful and guilty and more prone to binging

[hazel ⋆｡˚ ☁︎ @hazelpixie_]

@amorabled you're so goals 🫶

[hazel ⋆｡˚ ☁︎ @hazelpixie_]

I keep hearing about my disordered irl and how she eats almost nothing and exercises like crazy it's so violently triggering i feel like i'm being punched in the gut i want to cry

[hazel ⋆｡˚ ☁︎ @hazelpixie_]

My irl annoys me so much NO you are not "still full" from when you ate 24h ago
They say triggering shit like this ALL the time it's so exhausting

[hazel ⋆｡˚ ☁︎ @hazelpixie_]

I'm almost 20 hours into a fast which is crazy i could go that long without anyone in the house noticing
I'll try to go for as long as i can but i don't think i'll reach 24h i don't want to be suspicious

[lex 🌺 living well @lexercise_]

it would be sooooo sexy if we all drank more water today

[hazel ⋆｡˚ ☁︎ @hazelpixie_]

i need to look like this

[˖˙꒰ঌ pancake ˚⟡˖˙ edrtwt @cinnaswirli]

"im so fucking disgusting i never wanna eat again" *eats again*

[𝐾𝛼𝜏 🌸 🐰 (7/26) @blossomkc4ls]

now THIS is fridgespo holy shit

[hazel ⋆｡˚ ☁︎ @hazelpixie_]

@lucsdearest honestly ? at my worst i probably would

[hazel ⋆｡˚ ☁︎ @hazelpixie_]

i'm finally starting to lose weight again after being stuck in a binge cycle i'm so happy 🥹

[hazel ⋆｡˚ ☁︎ @hazelpixie_]

i'm genuinely the dumbest bitch ever i'm so forgetful and easily distracted my brain genuinely does not want to work sometimes how the fuck do i get better this is scary

[hazel ⋆｡˚ ☁︎ @hazelpixie_]

@ljlovesChrist yayyy

[hazel ⋆｡˚ ☁︎ @hazelpixie_]

omg i ate way too much at a birthday dinner today and there are too many people to purge i think i'll have burn it off at the gym later

[lynn 🍮 @omadlynn]

realizing how fat you were after losing weight

[hazel ⋆｡˚ ☁︎ @hazelpixie_]

I'M FUCKING STUPID IT TURNS OUT I LOST A WHOLE KILO NOT 100 GRAMS LMAOO I CAN'T READ YAY

[hazel ⋆｡˚ ☁︎ @hazelpixie_]

i lost 100 grams

[hazel ⋆｡˚ ☁︎ @hazelpixie_]

i feel so disgusting and deformed

[eva @dollsnings]

my dream

[hazel ⋆｡˚ ☁︎ @hazelpixie_]

i keep buying binge food and telling myself this time i'll eat it reasonably and without fail i'll end up binging on it lmao why do i set myself up like that