I wasn't expecting a miracle.
I was just tired.
Tired of the heavy chest. The unanswered du'as. The constant feeling that maybe... Allah was upset with me.
I read about how Tahajjud is the prayer of the broken-hearted.
I saw a post that said:
"If things feel stuck, try Baqarah. Try istighfar." And something in me whispered, "You have nothing to lose."
So l began.
hei aghita, kamu jelek banget ya interview nya, sampai jadi yang terjelek, malu banget deh ui punya kamu, you’re the real loser, berkali kali ditolak emang ga dibuka apa matanya betapa jeleknya kamu, betapa bobroknya kemampuan mu, gitu masih berharap? ga malu apa ?