I want to disappear from social media so I can focus on myself again & get my confidence back bc I hate looking @ myself and only thinking how ugly I am :(
i don’t know who needs to hear this, but it’s okay to still be fucking angry that the man who was supposed to love you forever ended up completely deceiving you and nearly destroyed your soul. you’re allowed to be angry forever about this.
Heartbreak in your 30s carries a different weight.
When you're younger, a breakup feels painful, but life still seems wide open. You lean on friends, keep yourself busy, and eventually move on because there is always a sense that something new is waiting ahead.
But as you get older, the loss is rarely just about the person. It's about the future you imagined together. The routines you built. The plans that quietly became part of your identity.
You're not only grieving someone you loved.
You're grieving the life you thought you were going to have.