mei 🪽

18 | bulimic | bpd | she/her | to love me is to suffer me | diary factory exploded :(

[mei 🪽 @headinthwall]

new #edrtwt intro <3

hii I’m mei !!
- I’m 18 and a uni student !!
- I’m diagnosed with bulimia and bpd
- I’ve been hospitalised three times and in residential once :(

Looking for 16+ moots :) !!!

[mei 🪽 @headinthwall]

I am exhausted miii honk shooo

[mei 🪽 @headinthwall]

@yuxaes Meaf

[jeno @yuxaes]

@headinthwall

[777🧷 @777qx_]

im actually ugly as fuck oh my gosh and im fat, double kill. and im mentally ill. triple kill.

[mei 🪽 @headinthwall]

@starc1trus YUMMM

[mei 🪽 @headinthwall]

Finished work it was so long and slow despite being so busy but it’s ok it’s over now and I’m going back to halls and having stew for dinner I’m so excited

[GREGY @Gregy_Online]

i have to kill myself and they're still making me do stuff

[mermaidmusin 🧜‍♀️ PHOEBE IS BACK 🗣️ @mermaidmusin]

“you know me and I’ll never forgive you for that” but it’s about a friendship breakup

[ethel cain lyric bot @mothercainbot]

Amber waves at me
Days go by, time on without me

[mei 🪽 @headinthwall]

hi guys good morning it took me way less time to walk to work then I thought so now I’m like an hour early

[mei 🪽 @headinthwall]

Went home from the park because it was like 10pm and way to cold now I’m going to sleep goodnight guysss

[mei 🪽 @headinthwall]

@BVNNZYXX REAL !! Do itttt

[mei 🪽 @headinthwall]

Smoking cigarettes in the park after getting 20,000 steps this is what life’s about

[mei 🪽 @headinthwall]

@starc1trus I gotchu twin ✅✅✅

[mei 🪽 @headinthwall]

Got to the cigarette shop and realised I forgot my id I might actually be stupid

[mei 🪽 @headinthwall]

I’m gonna use the 20 dollar tip I got today to go buy a pack of ciggirs I’m so excited I haven’t had a cigarette in like 2 weeks cus I’ve been so broke

[august ₊˚ @thef0urthcolour]

"if i'm being honest with myself i don't want closure, i wanna feel the gravity of losing you"

[laina loo *:･ﾟ✧* @dreamergirl2727]

it’s okay i’m just really really really really really really really sad

[mei 🪽 @headinthwall]

I’m only at 14000 steps but it’s not even 8pm so I go out soon and get to 20,000 🚶‍♂️🚶‍♂️

[mei 🪽 @headinthwall]

Anyways because I went home for dinner my grandma stuffed me with food and I feel bad because she has cancer so I always eat what she makes me and yeah so 1300 cals today