caine

physically disabled, cluster-a+b & partial-did system.

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@VoynichSolver aw hell yeah, we are too

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@VoynichSolver i expected this to end with “some guy in my head takes over and eats the rest of my shakshouka”

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@lesboytism yess thank you ilysm

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@astrofluix nonbinary lesbians are valid until they aren’t women lol

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@KerridwinR @butchtribbing yay

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@SkulkofRoses @lesboytism my 5th grade music teacher told me this 10 years ago. core memory

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@lesboytism so jealous i want to start hrt so bad. unfortunately my country hates me

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good morning

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@SP0NGETON thank youu

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toray is my birthday. i’m not a teen anymore.

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@subway_sys thank you kiran! ^_^

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i think i will have a breakdown, i’m never going to be a teenager again.

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i am turning twenty in seven days. yay me

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i think i am getting better. these were fun and simple to make, and i enjoyed eating them instead of how i usually dread eating.

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stuffed & baked (caramelized onions, bacon, cream cheese, cheddar cheese) small red potatoes with sea salt and fresh black pepper

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i’d rather be having an adrenaline rush than feel like slop

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i’m having a panic attack but i’m too exhausted to be affected by the adrenaline

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its like pressure in my head and chest and joints and back but its squeezing me into a shriveled raisin instead of just weighing me down. maybe i am dying haha

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today i ate two green apples cut up into thin slices with a little bit of peanut butter.

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sometimes i won’t even be able to get out of bed because of how fatigued and nauseous and dizzy i feel, i don’t know why i feel like this. i’ve been puking almost all of my food because i just feel awful and lightheaded constantly, like i’m floating and sinking at the same time.