You try to explain “I’m not reacting to this one thing; it reminded me of an entire pattern of things, and it’s that pattern I’m reacting to” and you’ll get looked at like you’re speaking in tongues
@euclicide i work weird hours, i start my workday sometimes at 3pm. I do chores from the minute i wake up, i take my dogs for a walk, i do everything but relax because i freak out
my mum had just had intense surgery, and her and my stepdad were packing a whole house up. she called an aunty to make sure someone was there to watch me, and she “fell asleep” instead of coming
i’ll never forget when i was 15 i did a drama show about suicide, looking out in the crowd for my family, and nobody was there for me. i walked off that stage in hysterics … i was promised my aunty would be there but she “fell asleep”
anytime i’m drunk i message SOMEBODY. if im drinking with my man, im messaging my girls. and vice versa, there’s always someone to let know how much u love them <3
i remember the last time i did this, my bf was explaining how certain things i was doing was making him really unhappy. it was hard to hear, and i felt awful, but HE felt awful for making me cry. but i was only crying bc i felt so bad bc i was making him feel like that.