on another note i miss being active on here :( life is so different now and i felt so lost after my studies in japan. i still feel sad about not being able to continue my life there but i also feel like i couldnt do it wholeheartedly anyway, it’s sooo confusing
right now all i can do is focus on work. ive recently joined a company (happy one month to me!) and idk if this is the life i want but for now it will do