bro i actually get so irritated when my coworkers tell me and force me to eat. like im not your child? worry bout yourself 😭 its not even validating its just pissing me off
@starryscomet it doesnt feel euphoric, it just feels nice 😭 once youre past the initial stage of hunger when your stomach rumbles (which is incredibly awkward lmfao) then it feels nice
i actually recovered for like a year and it was incredible, i felt the best i have ever felt :( idk what happened but for the past year i have been in a denial that my ed is back LMFAO
- but i just want to have tiny legs again, even if i dont like how it looks, the feeling of being super skinny is just superior. i never liked the look my tiny body, i just liked how it felt. i really dont know what to do.
hi beautiful people, i havent posted in a while, so i just wanted to tell yall how i have been for the past few months 🤍
i was doing really bad, my bmi was in the low 12's and i almost died, i was in the hospital. even though i am an adult -
- and the only body part that i gained weight in, are my thighs and my butt (a lot of people would be really grateful and i finally look better to the "normies", but my sick brain is telling me that i am so fat), i am so torn. i dont want to die -
- i am not sure what to do, looking at my lw pictures triggers me so much, i miss being tiny, but GOD i am actually happy right now, i dont feel like a walking corpse, everything is better; except im not that tiny anymore. im not on a healthy weight -