ℍƎᗩ✞ℍƎЯ ℍann

♥️7/17/22♥️ 💙2/21/25💙

[ℍƎᗩ✞ℍƎЯ ℍann @heatherhoggan]

Is this forever going to be my life? Never feeling good enough for anyone?

[ℍƎᗩ✞ℍƎЯ ℍann @heatherhoggan]

There are so many things I could bring up, but just don’t because I cannot deal with the backlash anymore. I swear I am so careful. How did I still manage to fuck up?

[ℍƎᗩ✞ℍƎЯ ℍann @heatherhoggan]

I feel like I’m walking on eggs shells around everyone, at home, at work. I’m so tired of feeling I can’t be myself, or speak freely without having backlash. Or god forbid there’s gossip and instead of coming to me, they just hate me, and make everyone else hate me too. 🙃

[ℍƎᗩ✞ℍƎЯ ℍann @heatherhoggan]

I don’t like you as a person if you can’t respect a man’s wife’s, wishes.

[ℍƎᗩ✞ℍƎЯ ℍann @heatherhoggan]

Maybe if you actually listened to me when I talked HA

[ℍƎᗩ✞ℍƎЯ ℍann @heatherhoggan]

You’re psycho as fuck.

[ℍƎᗩ✞ℍƎЯ ℍann @heatherhoggan]

Wonder if it would ever matter.

[ℍƎᗩ✞ℍƎЯ ℍann @heatherhoggan]

Wonder if you have cried as much as I have..

[ℍƎᗩ✞ℍƎЯ ℍann @heatherhoggan]

Maybe it’s time to say goodbye.

[ℍƎᗩ✞ℍƎЯ ℍann @heatherhoggan]

I’ve always been walking on eggshells.

[ℍƎᗩ✞ℍƎЯ ℍann @heatherhoggan]

Is this pain even worth it?

[ℍƎᗩ✞ℍƎЯ ℍann @heatherhoggan]

I actually don’t want to go through this again. Over a month now and my heart is still hurting, wondering everyday what I did. Was I really that terrible?

[ℍƎᗩ✞ℍƎЯ ℍann @heatherhoggan]

Tired of being tired.

[ℍƎᗩ✞ℍƎЯ ℍann @heatherhoggan]

I hate my work life now more than ever. Guess that’s my fault tho.

[ℍƎᗩ✞ℍƎЯ ℍann @heatherhoggan]

I want to know your side of the story… I want to make sense of how much of a monster I must have been, for you to end our friendship of almost a decade…just like that.

[ℍƎᗩ✞ℍƎЯ ℍann @heatherhoggan]

Tired of trying to please everyone and still not being good enough..

[ℍƎᗩ✞ℍƎЯ ℍann @heatherhoggan]

Holy shit… my alcohol tolerance is insane…. slow down bitch

[ℍƎᗩ✞ℍƎЯ ℍann @heatherhoggan]

That moment when you realize you drank your breakfast, lunch, and dinner…

[ℍƎᗩ✞ℍƎЯ ℍann @heatherhoggan]

I was finally starting to think I’d like you again. As a person. Then you go and completely destroy it without any hesitation. All you do is think about yourself. I don’t want people like that in my life. And I feel bad for anyone that is untangled with you..

[ℍƎᗩ✞ℍƎЯ ℍann @heatherhoggan]

I miss my girl. 😞😔