@D3f_ulty@DailyLoud Girl, this is a whole ass child and even if it wasn’t- YOU are the parent. Your child does not have to be subjected to your poor choices.
I wish I had a few adult years with my mom. Like- I wish I had her during these stable times.
The way I would have spoiled that woman.
She would never be home lol
@imfynerthanfyne You’re Trippin. If my momma was here, I’d literally buy that woman the moon if I could.
She was a gorgeous person to me and did everything she could for everyone around her. It would be a blessing to give her what I could. It would do my heart so much good.
Since I’ve been with my husband, I’ve had this crippling fear of something happening to him and it honestly, just- my heart wouldn’t be able to take it.
Idk if it’s pregnancy hormones, but it really gets to me.
Maybe it’s because of my mom’s passing but God, it takes me out.
the neurodivergent obsession with trying to figure out why someone did what they did. replaying it. analyzing it. asking your friends. asking your therapist. asking your friends again. because your brain literally cannot accept that some people are just cruel for no reason.