I’m sick of people telling me that I have to stay strong. I have been strong for a long time but I don’t want to be strong right now. I just want to rest and give up even if only for a moment. I’m tired. Sometimes i think we need to allow ourselves to be weak too.
latest episode ~ my body went into shutdown and I stopped breathing twice for over 2 mins ~ waiting to hear back from my cpn if I’m being sent back to the ward 😞
I’ve been homeless for 5 months, have tried to kill myself countless times and have been sectioned twice but the thing that really broke me was asking a friend for a little financial help, being ignored then blocked