i am 26. can i get uhh happy meal with big mac no pickle extra sauce throw a filet o fish on there too yeah the whole thing. and a black coffee and a pup cup
Sometimes i straight up get mad at something that's exactly what i believed and said 10 hours ago so if you choose to engage with me it's really your responsibility to keep in mind that i am insane and retarded. However i do also know more than you
Oh how I love Nurse Harrow.. this time with Victoria :D
Maybe I'll add some txt later but for now.. eat my children
#deadlock#nurseharrow#victor_deadlock
@lysukoo Unfortunately this is how people talk about autism, even other autistic people will be like "Omg why don't you know this social rule you're just fundamentally annoying" and shit. And then the fun combo of having autism AND bpd and everyone assumes anything you say is a mind trick
@gentuvista@J4ydal3na@kyutenya@tomieinlove Tbh I didn't phrase that very well it wasn't specifically wording about lying it was an implication. My apologies on that part
@gentuvista@J4ydal3na@kyutenya@tomieinlove Manipulation certainly exists in BPD, I agree. But Machiavellianism is a completely different thing LOL. I took issue with the particular wording of "lying" about difficulty with self-control to intentionally hide some grand master plan.
@J4ydal3na@kyutenya@tomieinlove No misinterpretations Tbh I read what was wrote on the screen. You seem to have misinterpreted me. The "existence" comment was solely referring to my #Autistic half-joke at the end of my clarification because I couldn't fathom it being viewed as an "excuse" lol.
@J4ydal3na@kyutenya@tomieinlove No the evaluation WAS stupid because it called all BPD people who struggle to control impulses "manipulative and Machiavellian" which is utterly ridiculous and outright bad faith. I'm not hiding behind anything buddy.
@PescisPizza@MaruluYelvori@ChrissyCasilio I think you and 98% of the people in this post are morons too. That's just gonna happen. Personally though if I were you I'd worry about the hidden toothpicks in your pizza instead of replying to me to state the obvious
@J4ydal3na@kyutenya@tomieinlove Exactly where did I excuse anything? I told OP their evaluation is stupid and clarified that if they weren't being serious, it was meant for people who are. I genuinely got no clue what you're referring to LOL
And I really wonder how many other people have my experience and see all the things about "it's your responsibility to get therapy and get better" and keep trying it and waste thousands of dollars. Idk. I know it helps a lot of people but I think it isn't the Only answer.
I realize the natural response to this is "You just didn't try hard enough / find the right specialist" or whatever but therapy never helped me and I've always felt intensely judged by it and when that shit genuinely costs $100-$200 per session it's kind of like. I'm done bro
Obviously I still work on myself where I have issues that affect others but I've always kind of just forced myself to tank things raw and I think that's just how it's gonna keep going for me. Dissociative disorder Ws?