We’ve finished Super Show in Korea, end up my body and muscle are in pain, happy pains, I guess.
I’ve always been a guy who truly loved being on stage, but it feels like that was around 10 years ago.
🍒 "There's someone who by my side for a long time, he still not know my feelings yet"
🐥 "The person who still in my side now had watched over me for a long time"
I'm blush over the lyrics 😳
#83z
The screams were so much louder when Hyukjae on stage 😆
#EUNHYUK#은혁
💙: (Screaming)
🐧: Just a moment. I'm sorry, but the cheering is louder than when I came out earlier... Is it just my imagination? Ah, I'll take it as that.
🐰: Yes, hello everyone. I am Eunhyuk, the assistant manager of Hotel 203. Today, I will work hard to serve you all so that our guests can have a comfortable and enjoyable time. I will do my best.
🐧: Then, shall we sit down and proceed?
🐰: Yes, let's sit.
🐧: Comfortably like this...
🐰: I should... Ah, I should sit too. 🐧: This is a hotel, right?
🐰: Right, then... I'll also try holding this guy (the plushie) in my arms while sitting.
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🐤: The next recording for MCount will be my last one for now. After the first recording, I developed pharyngitis, and with sinusitis on top of that, my album recording had to be delayed by two weeks because my voice simply wouldn’t come out during recording.
Our upcoming tour schedule is packed with Friday, Saturday, and Sunday performances, and I need to sing a lot of high notes. If I continue recording MCount on Thursdays, I don’t think I’ll be able to handle the tour properly.
Even yesterday, I tried my best to preserve my voice. After waking up, I barely spoke a word because I had today’s livestream. I took painkillers, went for an MRI in the morning, and continued with my schedule.
Recording is fun for me. I genuinely enjoy it. But if I keep pushing myself just because I love it, I feel like I might end up affecting the tour itself. What’s most important to me is successfully leading this first MCount tour with Heechul. We started this together, and I don’t want to cause him any difficulties.
The company was also concerned and asked if I would really be able to continue under these circumstances. After discussing it together, we decided that the upcoming recording would be my last MCount recording for now, and hopefully there will be another opportunity in the future.
I also have a week-long filming schedule in Taiwan coming up, and I’m worried about Koongie. She seems to get stressed whenever I’m away for too long. Seeing her get sick shortly after I returned last time made me worry even more.
Lately, it feels like everything has piled up at once. Hospital visits, insurance matters after the accident, album recordings, concert practice, program recordings, merchandise shoots, music video filming, and even separate shoots for Japanese goods. There are just so many things to do.
I can’t even say I’m simply tired anymore. I’ve been feeling deeply overwhelmed and depressed. Then Koongie became sick, and just when I thought things would get better, I got into an accident too. Mentally, it was an incredibly difficult period.
Still, I told myself I couldn’t give up. I’ve been working hard to sort everything out, and little by little I’ve managed to get through a lot of it. In the past, I might have given up and said it was too hard, but now, even when I feel exhausted, lonely, and overwhelmed, I’m trying my best to overcome it.
I made a promise to Koongie too.
“Koongie, let’s keep fighting together. Dad will do his very best, and since you’re doing your best too, Dad has to do his best as well.”