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i dont care for bsky, but i am there regardless:
all i can say is my life is full of appointments- so please do reach out if you need me but please do understand it may take me a few days to respond. i apologize i can't manage being a business as much as i used to
btw im still working on finishing up a few owed pieces. i dont want to make a big life update post because honestly i am enjoying keeping my personal life to myself for the most part. but do know that i am alive and working so hard to get back to a place where im functional again
complex trauma recovery is excruciating. i always resented inspirational quotes but theyre the only thing getting me thru life rn. it does help a little, if you let it.
i am so tired tho, this next month needs to be nice to me so i can have my zest 4 life back
i have so many projects ive been too exhausted to work on, but i hope i have more to share soonโค๏ธโ๐ฉน
we are still in dire need of help, vet payment plan this month took all my commission money, now our electricity is shut off. im so tired of everything happening all the time, makes me feel like such a bum :(
apologies for no update, i needed an entire day to recover frm the stress ToT
thankfully we were able to get the electric back before our food went bad!!
thank u all so so much for helping us๐ it means the actual world to me
@reddelizioso thank you, i do hope to release it for free online as soon as im done. & im looking to find more people doing similar stuff in my neighborhood so we can pool resources. i think the seedlings would do better next year if i got some hands on guidance too
@reddelizioso i've actually been working on an educational zine about replacing common garden plants with native species that fill similar garden niches, & was growing seedlings to share with neighbors, though they didnt make it since i had life stuff come up
@reddelizioso example: i cant go anywhere in nature without being bombarded by hoards of non-native and invasive plants and it really depresses me :( especially living in the midwest where no one cares about the native prairie habitats & plants
@reddelizioso going into nature just makes me more angry these days cuz its very beautiful and spiritually healing for me and yet more and more of it keeps disappearing every day because, multitude of social issues