( her nose scrunches, but she allows it. her friends have invited her to spring break trips, summer vacations, ski trips. her parents never allow it. )
iโm *really jealous. all iโve done is sleep until two in the afternoon and float in the pool contemplatinโ my life.
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๐ .
i had * permission !
( had taken a whole presentation and
a promise to do all his chores without
complaint for a week .
eyes roll , amused . but he reaches
out to play with the pink strip sweetly . )
* nothing . i mean . . . saw a few cute
guys . went on a +
( her jaw drops. arms cross. )
florida!? so unfair! papa would flip his lid. whatโd you do, huh? get arrested? get a tramp stamp?
( teasing )
well. . . i convinced papa to let me have a pink strip in my hair. thatโs about it.
( pulling the piece from beneath her hair. )
๐ .
( he straightens up , smoothing his
clothes back into place . weirdo . )
i went to florida with rory . pretty sure
my ma would kick my ass if she saw
what we did , but . . . it was * killer .
iโm not playinโ therapist! iโm just sayinโ why waste ya time?
photography, huh? ya any good or do ya just put a filter and think of yaself as some creative genius?
Donโt try to play therapist, I do plenty shit that โfulfillsโ me.
Im not haunted by my familyโs legacy or whatever the fuck. I have time for other stuffโ like photography and shit.
i guess ya arenโt wrong about it. but, it doesnโt make it right.
. . . you should try doinโ things that fulfill you insteadโa checkinโ boxes. thatโs just what i think.
fair enough.
. . . my brotherโs on the football team at his school, and i swear that they worship the ground that he walks on. *and heโs annoying and dumb as rocks.
i guess i just donโt *get it. iโm not sure if i have the want to look good on paper, even my parents wanted it.
Who do you /think/ gives a shit about me looking good on paper .แฃ Plus I dunno โ guess itโs a status thing, a school is only as good as itโs football team so itโs a big fucking deal to be on it
โ i just noticed it was gone, โ she admits with a sniffle. โ
she gives her a hug. sheโs glad that it was harper who found her and not someone else. โ i know. iโm the worst daughter everโ i canโt believe i lost it. โ
margaret is fascinated by her parents, even if she wonโt outright admit it. they both seem to be so spectacular, and she was just. . . margaret. she canโt help but to dig in their old things to feel some of that greatness.
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oh , boy . an arm wraps around her
shoulder , tucking margie close .
โ alright , alright ~ you lost it just now ?
you know better than to be sneakinโ
stuff out the house .โ
scolding , and yet she isnโt upset . sheโs
caught bodhi with her things , too .
typical kids .