╱ hi, babies! i'm currently in the process of setting up the account, but y'all can find me at @heldtheknife. :) smaller account, same circe stephen content.
╱ hi, babies! i'm currently in the process of setting up the account, but y'all can find me at @heldtheknife. :) smaller account, same circe stephen content.
╱ i feel like i let people down when i’m not here or not feeling it, and i understand that. it’s weird having muse for a character for such a long time and then just … losing it. nothing i write here feels right anymore, and it’s so frustrating.
╱ i’ve just been having such serious portrayal and writing doubts lately, i don’t feel comfy in my stephen shoes anymore and everything is making me feel overwhelmed. idk what to do.
╱ it’s weird. i feel like shit, i don’t want to engage with anyone, i have no desire to write but yet i do … idk where my motivation went idk what has me feeling this way or why
╱ idk i might move stephen to a new account ??? everything about this one just makes me feel so blah 😕 i don’t think i’m losing interest in rp at all but i just … idk. i’ve been in such an icky headspace since i got back home from nyc.
╱ anyways, my summer vacation is almost over, and in a little more than two weeks, i will be back to college classes. this means that my activity will once again be spotty and selective, as school is my number one concern over rp.
╱ i’ve honestly been feeling so muse-drained ever since my trip to nyc, and if it feels like i’ve been more absent here — i have. i’ve also just like ,,, been doing things outside of twt, like playing my switch again, and it’s been nice. or been on other accounts. either-or.