heck is here

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It's not going to stop

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It's not going to stop

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Trying and failing to kll yourself is so fucking humiliating

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There’s no Seine to throw yourself into in the suburbs. There’s helium tanks and plastic bags and dumpsters in parking lots though

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I tried to get my life together. I went to the library and looked at what I’d look at. The complete poems of —— in the bookstore for a buck. How to Draw. The Lives of Trees. Theodicy. ——’s sonnets

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10,000 statues of Mary. Bursting into tears at the library because I can’t read anymore. Three killdeer passing through. Robins chirping in the trees, geese perched on a roof

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I'm tired of life. The day's not full enough. And the night's not full enough

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I want to die. I'm going to eat some chile

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@marczh68 I had the same thought and listened to blackbird after drawing this 🐦‍⬛

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@angelsdarkheart 🌞I plucked the best ones I saw on a recent walk. “I think that I shall never see / A poem lovely as a tree”

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@StellaMittelweg ty ty :] 😇

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van gogh with bandaged ear, no. 2

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van gogh with bandaged ear

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@apathybabe_ hand in hand <3

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Do you wanna see my drawings? Do you wanna see my books? my body? my scars? wanna drown in the ocean together? I give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up