I tried to get my life together. I went to the library and looked at what Iโd look at. The complete poems of โโ in the bookstore for a buck. How to Draw. The Lives of Trees. Theodicy. โโโs sonnets
10,000 statues of Mary. Bursting into tears at the library because I canโt read anymore. Three killdeer passing through. Robins chirping in the trees, geese perched on a roof
Do you wanna see my drawings? Do you wanna see my books? my body? my scars? wanna drown in the ocean together? I give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up