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lady lilith || BLM 4eva || sc: hippiehazey🕷

[hazey🎸 @hellishhunnyb]

my eyebrow screams “i eat pussy”

[hazey🎸 @hellishhunnyb]

@MiillieMesh yessss i understand that, trust me! but keep sticking with it and doing research. i do the same because i think it helps keep us grounded a little to have something to believe in. i have a lot of brain working to do too so you’re not alone. we are gonna make it thru. bless you💛

[hazey🎸 @hellishhunnyb]

at this point, the only thing keeping me here is the fear of the unknown after.

[hazey🎸 @hellishhunnyb]

@MiillieMesh i’m not even sure anymore. i think my brain is just too far gone. i seriously do appreciate all the small things, life is beautiful and i understand that. i guess i just wish it wasn’t so tiring and that i wasn’t always having to compromise for happiness.

[hazey🎸 @hellishhunnyb]

@organizedcurls it is very exhausting but i’m supposed to find constant pleasure in the little things? my existence is threatened constantly but i’m supposed to push thru? for what gain exactly?

[hazey🎸 @hellishhunnyb]

i swear i’m not suicidal, i feel like this at my happiest. i just don’t find enough pleasure in this to keep fighting for it.

[hazey🎸 @hellishhunnyb]

@qxeenli 🥺 i have missed u all too omg. thank u so much, just riding it out the best i can!💛

[hazey🎸 @hellishhunnyb]

nah but fr, if u continued to follow my ghost ass twitter or checked up on me, thank u <3 cuz life brought a knife to a fist fight and been winning since. i hope u are all making it thru. even if ur just surviving, that’s more than enough.

[hazey🎸 @hellishhunnyb]

@WhoseTasha love U mamas 💛

[hazey🎸 @hellishhunnyb]

@alexcamillej thank you boo🥺 such an angel. and YOU ARE GREAT always remember that 💛

[hazey🎸 @hellishhunnyb]

@gwitch1221 okay good, i need dat 🥺

[hazey🎸 @hellishhunnyb]

i really wanted to come back after a year with something funny and clever but aint shit funny y’all 😭

[hazey🎸 @hellishhunnyb]

@notyourdadbro right!!! i hope, at least, death isn’t nothingness. i feel like we are way to complex for this to all just be for darkness. there HAS to be some sorr of experience after death, i totally agree. then again it just makes me feel better to think so...

[hazey🎸 @hellishhunnyb]

real discussion y’all... what do u think happens after we die? all opinions welcome

[hazey🎸 @hellishhunnyb]

@Lawsonmommaa yes!!! or like have u ever had a vision that u swear was a past life? like shit u have never seen still feels so familiar

[hazey🎸 @hellishhunnyb]

@580XJones i always think of that i just hope that’s not what it is. sometimes i think we make up afterlives & heaven to comfort ourselves u know?

[hazey🎸 @hellishhunnyb]

@Stephanique6 idk they both seem better than eternal darkness to me, i’ll take em lol

[hazey🎸 @hellishhunnyb]

@sethjames22 so many. i feel like we all have theories on death based off of what would make us comfortable, u know?

[hazey🎸 @hellishhunnyb]

@Marsmps back to all... i rlly like that actually. it’s kind of comforting

[hazey🎸 @hellishhunnyb]

@lil_westie anything. which is why it’s so interesting bc we truly will never ever know until we do it.

[hazey🎸 @hellishhunnyb]

@theyalreadynomi so u think it’s like us just sleeping... so it will just be dark & we don’t even realize it?:(

[hazey🎸 @hellishhunnyb]

@580XJones like... there’s just nothingness & blackness?:(