Ive never gotten anything ive wanted. I try to pray for it, believe in it yet it always falls short, no matter what I do,I always fall short,maybe I wont get it but eveytime ive been just lil close...so close
Theres this void in me that will never be filled, this ache in my heart that wont go away ,I will always be a little lonely but thats fine ive realised that no one is coming to save me ,that god hasn't looked over me for a long time.i will be fine,like always.
i wish i were a man. i could get hard just looking at tits. but no, i am a stupid woman so i have to imagine a whole fucking storyline with conflict and sexual tension and buildup before i get to the sex part in order to get horny. this is the most inefficient masturbating ever.