dear diary

#blacklivesmatter maybe if i make enough funny jokes i won't be sad anymore :') she/they 22

[dear diary @hellnbck]

“in this country if you’re not a total sociopath going in, you’re definitely one coming out” - my dads take on the prison system

[dear diary @hellnbck]

I MISS BEING IN LOVE

[dear diary @hellnbck]

free bleeding in the rental car

[dear diary @hellnbck]

I need a tattoo and my dick sucked

[dear diary @hellnbck]

hitting it off with a guy named rocko…idk how to break this to the friend group

[dear diary @hellnbck]

just spent the last 2 and a half hours reading a book from start to finish.
I have never done this before ever in my life. is this what frontal lobe development feels like?

[dear diary @hellnbck]

she broke
i’m up (all night crying and shitting)

[dear diary @hellnbck]

learned that my mood stabilizers are quite literally helping prevent IRREGULAR electrical activity in my brain that cause low mood.
my question now is what is the threshold of regular to irregular electrical activity? and how does a drug know that threshold?

[cabby @cabby]

(getting jumped by 2 non-binary people) fighting tooth and nail rn

[dear diary @hellnbck]

few days off birth control and i’m fucking CRAZY in my head

[dear diary @hellnbck]

just typed in “sad avril Lavigne” into spotify

it’s gonna be a long month

[dear diary @hellnbck]

don’t offer to cook me a steak if you’re not also offering to give me a smooch

[dear diary @hellnbck]

started my day getting cat called as I walked into the MIDDLE SCHOOL I WORK AT and i’m ending the day at the DMV :’)

[dear diary @hellnbck]

neglecting my sensory needs for 4 days has made me homicidal

[dear diary @hellnbck]

sooo fun visiting my parents in the house they bought to die in !!!

[dear diary @hellnbck]

@KCDavisSays hot apple cider!

[dear diary @hellnbck]

walked through the ocean in the full moon last night and i’m hoping to manifest a fat ass from that experience